What does it mean to dream about the confused dream of a junior girl?

Hello~ I am a junior girl student. My boyfriend is 12 years older than me. He is not married . We have been together for 2 years. Recently I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that I had two with him. Children, all boys. The older one is like me, and the character is better, the younger one is very powerful and smart like him. He also taught the younger son a lot of skills. In his dream, he remembers that the younger son is very good. I like both of them very much, but I don’t know why, the eldest son can’t survive alone. I don’t remember the reason. I must merge with the younger son and return to the younger son’s body. Both of their personalities exist in the younger son In a person's body. Then I dreamt that I was crying fiercely while holding the elder son who was about to fit together. My husband was in the next room and the younger son was right in front of me. I wanted to ask what this meant. He once told me that we would not get married within 3 years because I was still a student at school, but once he also said that if we had children, we would get married immediately. He had other women within two years of being together. , But it's broken now, but the woman said to wait for him. I want to ask what the situation is like in my dreams.

( Dreamsmeaning Book ) Dream Interpretation : Dreaming of having a child with him, the child can be understood as an emotional achievement, expressing your desire to continue to develop your relationship with him, and at the same time, at a deeper level, these two sons embody Because of your relationship with him, the elder son cannot survive alone, and needs to be united with the younger son. It means that you are with him and you have a sense of dependence on him, just like you can’t survive without him, you need to return In the body of the younger son, you are saying that you see the two of you as a whole, and you are like a part of him. Both of their personalities exist in the body of the younger son alone, which means that you are in front of him. , Your ego is concealed by your feelings for him, and you put all your attention on him, just as if you have no character, you are all on him, crying while holding the eldest son who is about to fit together, this is reflected here, you While there is no me in front of your feelings, in your heart, you are also moved by this state, and pity for the parasitic of the self. Glue-like feelings are certainly enviable, but while relying on it, don't let too much of yourself be obscured.